Montheversary.

A teen titans backpack.
A christmas teddy bear.
A hundred kit-kats.
A bar of soap.

And a long loving note.


Aren't you just the romantic? :)

We fought today.
Over whether or not I treated you like a dog on a leash.
And then you said you might be going to a party.
And you know how parties don't go over well with me.
And you said you most likely wouldn't drink.

And I'll just honestly say, I didn't believe you for a second.

So I got mad.
And I snapped.
I SERIOUSLY snapped at you.

I'm still sorry about that.
What I said...
I didn't mean it.

I keep doing that!

I don't know why.
I'm just in love and I don't like it.

Haha:)

That's it.

I'm in love and hating it.
Hahaha I LOVE YOU.
And it's a problem because I'm so terrified and there are so many walls around me that YOU have to break down.
And there are so many walls around me that only I can break down. ON MY OWN.
And I don't want to.
It's gonna hurt. :/
I just know it will.

But...


I want it.
I want you.
And it's so weird because two years ago I couldn't EVER imagine saying this.
to YOU!
Where the hell did you come from?
Like honestly. :)

I couldn't ask for more.
I couldn't.

And when I glance at him...
because it's no secret that I do...
I think about how much better you are.
How you ACTUALLY love me.
You do.
And you tell me all the time.
And I love you.
And I try to tell you all the time.
And your arms are the ones I seek when I glance at him and it hits me...
I run into a wall.
It's you that I run to.
And I love having you.
I love it.

And I love you.
I love you.
I do.

And it feels so terrifyingly beautiful to admit this.
So...
I'm in :)
For the next million months.
Every 18th coming our way.
Those are OUR days.

I LOVE YOU.