Monday, October 26, 2009

Sunflower Prince.


I love yellow flowers.
Sunflowers, especially.

And you know what?
That other prince was a... daffodil.
Yellow? Yes.
Sunflower? No.

it just didn't fit.

And that other one...
Well he was a plastic flower.

So that obviously didn't fit either.


But you.
You, you, you.
You are my sunflower.
My favorite type of flower.

A strong core with lots of seeds to spread love with.
A strong heart with lots of strength to spread love with.

A strong stem to hold itself up.
A strong heart to hold me up.

And soft yellow petals to absorb the sunlight.
And a soft heart to absorb my love.

I would swim in a sea of YOU.
In a sunflower orchard.

I would live there- in a little yellow cottage.
Wearing little sun dresses.
With flowers forever in my hair.
Your fingers weaving your way through my hair.
And your sweet smell in my lungs.
Your sweet breath in my lungs.
The petals would brush my finger tips.
Your love would kiss my tender lips.
I'd roll around and dive into the yellow ocean.
I'd snuggle my nose into your loving arms.

I'd be happy forever.
It'd be my happily ever after.

Are you my Prince?
The one who will whisk me away?

I'll be your princess.
Always and forever.

Even on my bad days. <3

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Such Great Heights.


I am thinking it's a sign
That the freckles in our eyes
Are mirror images and
When we kiss they're perfectly aligned

And I have to speculate
That God himself did make us into
Corresponding shapes like puzzles pieces
From the clay

True, it may seem like a stretch
But it's thoughts like this
That catch my troubled head
When you're away, when I am missing you to death

When you were out there on the road
For several weeks of shows
And when you scan the radio
I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great heights
"Come down now," they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away
"Come down now," but we'll stay

I've tried my best to leave
This all on your machine
But the persistent beat
Sounded thin upon listening

That frankly will not fly
You will hear the shrillest highs
And lowest lows with the windows down
When this is guiding you home

They will see us waving from such great heights
"Come down now," they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away
"Come down now," but we'll say...








I love you.
I'm talking to you on the phone.
And your voice... is guiding me home.
I feel at home.
I haven't felt this way in a really really really long time.
We... fit.
Make sense.
Correspond like puzzle peices.
we HARMONIZE.

Baby...
We just sound so good together.
Lets stay. ay. ay.

I love you.
I'll just say it.
Type it.
Sing it.
Scream it.


I love you.
And it's never felt so good. <3

Friday, October 23, 2009

Jump.


I can jump.
I know that I can.
but... I can't look down.
The edge of this cliff is like the edge of the world.
It's dark... I can't see.
Even if I did look, there would be no comfort.

I'm getting pushed in all directions.
pushed.
pushed.
pushed.

I need a running start.
I need baby steps.

I need a remote control.
FAST FORWARD.
REWIND.
PAUSE.
PLAY.
STOP.
STOP.
STOP.

These balloons aren't going to take me to heaven.
These balloons won't let me go to hell though.

My best friend is a balloon.
My parents are balloons, but sometimes they pop.
My art is a balloon.
This outlet right here is a balloon.
Keeping me above the surface, but on the ground.

And now the ground is shaking.
Shaking, shaking, shaking.
I am trembling.

Where are you now.
I used to have this hot air balloon...
Then I guess he ran out of gas.
He ran out of gas.
Ass...

And so I stand on the edge.
Balloons in hand.
And he says I'll fly.
She says I'll fall.
Some say I'll just float, mid-air.
And personally...
I think I'll dissaperate.
Disappear.
Step forward and turn.

Jump.

I just need to jump.
What have I got to lose?

Funny. Just about... EVERYTHING.


Jump.
Jump.
Jump.

Monday, October 19, 2009

Just another girl.


Honestly...
I'm just another girl.
What's so special?

How do I manage to entice you so? :)
Honestly...
I want to know.

Take everything I have. <3


You make me so happy. I could literally be with you for as long as I live. You aren’t a jerk, ever, and you are so sweet. I can’t get enough of you ever. I don’t have any idea how you do it, but you make me smile every second I’m with you. J Don’t tell anybody that, or do, I don’t care, you can But basically I’m just so happy you’re in my life and I am SO POSITIVE that YOU my dear, are my answered prayer. <3
For a while I didn’t know if I would feel like this again, cause I was too scared I guess, but now idk why, but you just seem to make me feel like I can again, so thank you J

You make me fly, and I would be honored\





























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Saturday, October 17, 2009

The Key to My Heart.


Hey, can I have that key back?
I can't seem to let anyone else in.


Oh... I can't have it?
Well...
...
...Ummmm...


I don't really know what to do now.
You, uh, won't give it back...

What if I give you your key?
Oh wait... you never gave it to me...

Well...
uh...

Why won't you give me my key...?

...You lost it.

Well that's just peachy.

You didn't care enough to keep it safe?
Not even to keep track of it?

You lost it.

Well, thanks a lot.
Do you realize I'm screwed now?
Nobody else can get in.
I can't even get in.
I trusted you.

You can't even get in now!

Oh yeah, yes you can.
We installed that fingerprint scanner thing.
But... only for you.
And you don't even want in anymore.

You really lost it.
Thanks a lot.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Fyre, Fyre.


Fyre, Fyre. :)
This one's for you.
You know who you are.

Your heartbeat was so steady and strong...
Whist mine flutters weakly!
Your arms felt so wonderful around me.
Cuddled up in your chest...
I was so happy.
I AM so happy.

You and your poetic kisses...
Kiss me again.
Kiss me always.
I want to fall asleep in your arms.

Teddy bear, hold me tightly.
You are all that I've got.

Write me Happiness.
Write me Hugs.
Write me Kisses.
Write me Lullabies.
Write me Fyre.

You have completely taken over my thoughts.
I can only see you.
I can only hear you.
I can only feel you.
And... I love it.

I'm burning for you.
You're burning for me.
Lets burn, baby. :)

Surprise!
I'm much more than you bargained for.
Is it a good thing?
Am I okay?
I am who I am.
What you see is real.
What you see is true.
I am Me.
And Me, well, Me is happy.

ALL THANKS TO YOU!
Oh, Fyre, Fyre.
My heart.

I distract you.
Oh, How I distract you.
And you love it.
And I love it.

YOUR LIPS.
Don't even get my started...
My heart hadn't beat that fast in months.
So sweet and soft and tender...
But so strong and full of passion!
I could literally kiss you forever.
I really honestly literally could.

This isn't poetic at all.
But honestly, you make up for it :)
For after all, you are my Poet.
And I'm your Ballerina.

If you don't hurt me, I won't hurt you.
Freaking you... :)

I honestly have never been so surprised in my life.
You are so much more than just my Poet.
You are so much more than just my Teddy Bear.
You are so much more than just my Best Friend.

Thank you for that. :)